11.17.18

may you
 
briefly
 
feel at ease
 
in a world
 
of dis-ease
 
sweet friend
 
I wish I could
 
hold your face
 
and just say
 
it will be okay

but it won't
 
and that isn't okay
 
it's not okay
 
how they
 
no
 
how we
 
hurt you
 
it's not okay
 
how we
 
push you
 
it's not okay
 
how we
 
erase you

I want to look
 
into your eyes
 
and see human
 
beautiful
 
shining
 
I love you

and I hope
 
as the hurt
 
in wave
 
upon wave
 
awakes
 
and breaks
 
and cakes
 
on the shores
 
of your crying face
 
you allow yourself
 
one moment
 
to briefly
 
feel at ease

(a message (or love letter) from a devastated, poetic, white, straight, Christian, American, cis-gender woman grappling with her own inherent privilege, power, weakness and failure but also just hoping to love each one of you in some sort of way, today, every day)